Tuesday, February 24, 2009

Random rhyme scheme

My thoughts are abstract
Add that to the fact
I don't bust gats or twist up weed in blacks
And if my calcuations are exact
That classifies me as a wierdo 0_o

I have moderate Schizotypal Disorder

So I took a Personality Disorder Quiz here:
http://www.4degreez.com/misc/personality_disorder_test.mv


Every other disorder was shown as "Low" but for Schizotypal disorder I got a listing of "Moderate".

Here's what they had to say about Schizotypal disorder

Many believe that schizotypal personality disorder represents mild schizophrenia. The disorder is characterized by odd forms of thinking and perceiving, and individuals with this disorder often seek isolation from others. They sometimes believe to have extra sensory ability or that unrelated events relate to them in some important way. They generally engage in eccentric behavior and have difficulty concentrating for long periods of time. Their speech is often over elaborate and difficult to follow.


So I'm wierd and a loner. What's new?

OH yeah a bonus story. I saw this CRAZY car crash last night. Held me up for an hour and a half -_-. But anyway the car was totaled badly. Will post pics when I find them.

Sunday, February 22, 2009

Kay sooooo...

I was sitting in my room daydreaming, when I came up with a crazy/dumb concept. I guess you can call it a story or like a folk tale or just somethin plain wierd lol. People would probably laugh at me but seeing as no one reads this. I can put it here and this will be my way of getting it out my head. Here goes nothin'.


I believe that stars aren't just stars....they're our souls...that's why they shine the way they do....and they're waiting for us to go get them....and when they burn out...someone has retreived their soul...but as they burn out...another one ignites....and the new one is much brighter...because a new soul is ready to live out it's life...maybe in another dimension...but we won't know until we go and get our soul...not everyone gets to retreive their souls....it's controlled by destiny or God who gets to retreive their souls...but even if you don't retreive your soul the energy from your body keeps going...most likely as another element like wind or fire....now the question being...how do I identify my soul when I go to retrieve it...the answer is...the same way you find your soulMATE in life...a natural attraction....a natural pull as strong as gravity...you'll be enticed the moment you see it and there's no way you'll be able mistake which one belongs to you...once you retrieve it one of 2 things happen...you continue on to heaven or hell...or you start over on Earth as another person...born again and ready to the do it right this time...once you retreive your soul there is no turning back...so make sure it's what you really want to do....



Wow, do I have an imagination or what? That was crazy lmao. I can't say it's something I TRULY believe in, but it's a good thought. They say reach for the stars, and now I've just asserted a reason to.

Saturday, February 21, 2009

Soooo I got a Twitter account

I've finally gave in and registered on Twitter....LOL! Even though no one even reads this blog, if anyone does feel free to follow me (but not stalk)on Twitter at http://www.twitter.com/xXEllez

Sunday, February 15, 2009

Free-write

While haters hatin and debatin I'm creatin
A lyrical bomb I plan on detonatin
Death to the nation of the people that dont love our music
Death to the nation of the people take our music and abuse
And use it to make their quick little buck
Knowin that deep down they really don't give a fuck...



Lollll rappin isn't my thing.