So it's official

I'm a racist. I totally like tumblr better. I's so sorry.

You're in competition

Well, inanimate website. You're in competition with another blog. Today I opened a Tumblr account.

http://couldyoudescribetheruckus.tumblr.com/

And if I post there that means I'm racist and I just like it better than you. :]

I was wrong

I tabbed this on FireFox, look at it everyday and I still don't blog enough. I guess because my life has gotten pretty uneventful. I'm sure that'll change once school starts. Junior year=parties...lots of them. Right now I'm thinkin most of my friends are up at school decorating and such. Smh @ me for not having a ride. There's always next year though right?

Just a video

I've missed my public journal. So here's a video as a welcome back gift, if you will.

For the win?

We had a game today. And won. And what, nigga?! ;]

Hello interwebz

Bonjour anonymous internet users. Just felt like making a post. Seeing as it's a national holiday. And I bought a lot of stuff today. Shopping is so fun. I really have nothing to say so uhhhh..... bye!

Happy times

Ohhhh yes happy times. Well not really. As I'm typing this, I'm kinda hungry haha but it's whatev. Lately I've been chillin a lot. I'm thinkin of making a new blog where I actually talk about important stuff going on in the world. I still like this one though. I get to "express myself". (that phrase has got to be the gayest shit ever) Idk if I'm actually gonna do it though. I do want to start a real blog that's worth reading though. cuz my life is plain boringgggg! There's my update. I'm satisfied now.

Sweet baby Jebus

Ello!


I always take like 10 years to go back and update these things. I think if I tab it on my Firefox browser I'll remember more. Well since last time, school's over, which is awesome. My grades came. I got 3 A's and a C(damn math classes). That gave me 3.75 GPA which is pretty awesome. I don't think it's been that high before so that's pretty cool. Summer's pretty boring so far but I think it should get better. Since everyone's older there'll be more goin out and such which is always better than ..staying in the.... house and ...blogging......fuck. LOL. But anyway summertime 09 is bound to be the shit. It just has to. I know it's gonna be great. Or it could be horrible and cause me to spiral into depression. Either way's cool I guess. =]

Oh yeah here's this FUNNY Dave Chappelle skit:

Chappelle's Show
Electric Guitar, Drums or Electric Piano Pt. 2
www.comedycentral.com
Buy Chappelle's Show DVDs Black Comedy True Hollywood Story

Tomorrow

Well today for starters was great. Short school day. Went to school at 10 and left at 2, so not bad. Tomorrow I go at 7 to pwn that standardized bullshit. I should score pretty high cuz History is a joke. Then the rest of the week I go in a 10. School should start at 10 everyday.

Ah yeah!

It's the weekend. It's a pretty nice Saturday. The Jubilee is today but I'm not going. It's been a pretty week I'd say. Besides the fact that my new guitar arrived damaged! Ugh I'm so mad. The guy says he's sending a new one though so hey, hopefully it won't screw up this time. I've got a good GPA as of right now 4.0. And I don't have to go to school until 10:30 all next week which is AWESOME! Besides that school is almost over. I'm so ready for summer. Sleeping in all day, beaches, and Italian ice =]

Holyyyy....

Why do I take so long to update these? Goodness, it doesn't even make any sense. Ah anywho. Today's Friday and like the loser that I am, I'm at home. I know it's pretty bad but maybe if I can go away to college I can reinvent myself or somethin like that idk lol. Tonight there's a big dance competition at my school and this guy that's gonna be in it invited me. Unfortunately I don't know a soul that's going, and to be at a dance show surrounded by people I don't know, Idk just gives off this...wierdness about it. Idk...nothin eventful has happened. Monday I find out if I'm allowed to take Sociology next year. Annnd today in gym I "played" volleyball (spiked everything that came my way) and it was uber fun. Yep that's it

Hellooooo!

Oh my Jebus. It's been so long since I've updated. Mostly because I've forgotten all about this haha. Anyway not much has changed. I just had a birthday which makes me 58149716315471381743 years old. I think my real age is in there somewhere lol. And besides that not much else has happened. I've been on Spring Break this week and of course that means nothing except I've been able to stay home. Yeah I know the life of the American loser lmao. Lately I've just been chillin hard. Ponderin the universe and crazy stuff like that lol. And I found out that you can plug a Rock Band mic into your computer and record. Pretty cool eh? Yeah I know not so much. I've been lookin for a cool online RPG to play also. So if anyone should ever stumble upon this random b.s. and knows one, let me know lol. And also a question I've been wondering, I'm lookin for answers.

What's the point of smoking cigarettes?

I'm looking for honest answers so again if anyone ever finds this, fill me in.

Well that's all I really have to say. Thanks for reading....creep :D

Staying True

I found these lyrics on a Straight Edge website and I looooove it <3

I'm a person just like you
But I've got better things to do
Than sit around and fuck my head
Hang out with the living dead
Snort white shit up my nose
Pass out at the shows
I don't even think about speed
That's something I just don't need

I've got the straight edge


<33333 Above the Influence FTMFW

It's been a while

It's been a while since I've updated this. Not a big deal since this is only for me lol. Anyway life has been pretty uneventful. Basketball season part 2 has started and we got our first look at grades. 3 A's and 1 C. The C is in Trig....difficult crap (yes I'm mad). I'll get it together though. If I can get it up to a B I'll have a 4.0 which is a REAL good look. So the plan is to keep up the good work and get a spot on Marshalls next year. Bet you $10 it works =]

Random rhyme scheme

My thoughts are abstract
Add that to the fact
I don't bust gats or twist up weed in blacks
And if my calcuations are exact
That classifies me as a wierdo 0_o

I have moderate Schizotypal Disorder

So I took a Personality Disorder Quiz here:
http://www.4degreez.com/misc/personality_disorder_test.mv


Every other disorder was shown as "Low" but for Schizotypal disorder I got a listing of "Moderate".

Here's what they had to say about Schizotypal disorder

Many believe that schizotypal personality disorder represents mild schizophrenia. The disorder is characterized by odd forms of thinking and perceiving, and individuals with this disorder often seek isolation from others. They sometimes believe to have extra sensory ability or that unrelated events relate to them in some important way. They generally engage in eccentric behavior and have difficulty concentrating for long periods of time. Their speech is often over elaborate and difficult to follow.


So I'm wierd and a loner. What's new?

OH yeah a bonus story. I saw this CRAZY car crash last night. Held me up for an hour and a half -_-. But anyway the car was totaled badly. Will post pics when I find them.

Kay sooooo...

I was sitting in my room daydreaming, when I came up with a crazy/dumb concept. I guess you can call it a story or like a folk tale or just somethin plain wierd lol. People would probably laugh at me but seeing as no one reads this. I can put it here and this will be my way of getting it out my head. Here goes nothin'.


I believe that stars aren't just stars....they're our souls...that's why they shine the way they do....and they're waiting for us to go get them....and when they burn out...someone has retreived their soul...but as they burn out...another one ignites....and the new one is much brighter...because a new soul is ready to live out it's life...maybe in another dimension...but we won't know until we go and get our soul...not everyone gets to retreive their souls....it's controlled by destiny or God who gets to retreive their souls...but even if you don't retreive your soul the energy from your body keeps going...most likely as another element like wind or fire....now the question being...how do I identify my soul when I go to retrieve it...the answer is...the same way you find your soulMATE in life...a natural attraction....a natural pull as strong as gravity...you'll be enticed the moment you see it and there's no way you'll be able mistake which one belongs to you...once you retrieve it one of 2 things happen...you continue on to heaven or hell...or you start over on Earth as another person...born again and ready to the do it right this time...once you retreive your soul there is no turning back...so make sure it's what you really want to do....



Wow, do I have an imagination or what? That was crazy lmao. I can't say it's something I TRULY believe in, but it's a good thought. They say reach for the stars, and now I've just asserted a reason to.

Soooo I got a Twitter account

I've finally gave in and registered on Twitter....LOL! Even though no one even reads this blog, if anyone does feel free to follow me (but not stalk)on Twitter at http://www.twitter.com/xXEllez

Free-write

While haters hatin and debatin I'm creatin
A lyrical bomb I plan on detonatin
Death to the nation of the people that dont love our music
Death to the nation of the people take our music and abuse
And use it to make their quick little buck
Knowin that deep down they really don't give a fuck...



Lollll rappin isn't my thing.

I want piercings!

For the love of God, haha. I want my eyebrow pierced. I've been wantin this for at least 6 months now. I really want it done. Sometimes I think about gettin the lip pierced and the ears gauged(small gauges) but I really want my eyebrow pierced. Not because of D-Pryde or Lil Wayne (God, no) or Joey Diamonds(who the hell is he anyway). It's just somethin I've been wantin for a while. I think that when I'm older if I still want them done then I'll get them pierced. I haven't really thought of tattoo ideas yet but I think those type of things just come to you.

But until then, I'll be anxiously waiting . . .

Snow Day!

I'm really getting used to this blog thing. =]

Anyway, we have a snow day today . . . even though it's not snowing. Who cares?! I'm really happy because I had a Chemistry SOL test today, but apparently that's cancelled. Today's plans are as followed:

a) Chill

b) Watch Obama's inauguration

c) Study some more

d) Chill some more!


Thank you faulty weather forecast!

The Rose That Grew From the Concrete

My English teacher has assigned poetry responses to close out the semester. Among my choices are works from Eminem, Tupac, Maya Angelou, and Nikki Giovanni. Is my teacher cool or what? I'm probably gonna do my responses on their poems since I relate the most to them, well... I'm more familiar with them. I'm really glad that she's given us a more modern and popular variety instead of the boring usuals. And to think, I could have had a boring English teacher. =]

Did I ever tell you I've been struck by lightning seven times?

Once while I was just....walkin my dog.


So I saw Benjamin Button last night. It was wayyyy funnier than I expected. Good movie all in all. I liked the whole lightning part. They threw it in at THE most random times. I'd definitely see it again. Next step is trying to see Notorious.

Cause and Affection

Brightness the greatest star in the galaxy couldn't connect with
Your eyes are the cause of my affection
The heart of a lion, I need your protection
Your strength is the cause of my affection
The way I feel when I'm next you I know I made the right selection
Your touch is the cause of my affection
Fearless as a maverick, lead me in your direction
Your bravery is the cause of my affection
To have your heart would complete my collection
Your love is the cause of my affection




Creative days...these things just come to you.